From some days now, i have been trying to write something but everything that i wrote in previous couple of days but nothing was going my way. I have never felt this way, never have i felt so miserable in my life, till now. People ask me, Why? Sometimes you see, you yourself doesn't know the reason of this icky feeling you get. Lately, i have been feeling that "When you need someone, no one is around you". You see, Life changes a lot, the person you think who was there with you & for you, the next moment they are far away from you, the happy moment just you were in, is turned into sadness in a moment. Well, still in this moment i get some bits of good moments, thanks to F.R.I.E.N.D.S & SHERLOCK! It's been a hard week for me, while i got the best news that "My sis is getting back on her feet from all that she has gone through" & i'll say "All the best" for it. Feeling down or some people say, feeling blue is a part of life.
There are some circumstances that put us down & we feel low. Whether the reason are the people who let us down, things go wrong. We have to bring ourselves up, no questions about but it takes time, you may be smiling from outside but a pinch of sadness you have inside you. Deep down, i feel & i often wish i felt "happy" all the time, or at least more often we do . I mean, who enjoys feeling badly? I know, i know, this looks unrealistic yet we strive for it Sometimes i wonder & it must be all, who wonder is anything wrong with us? Even small amount work makes me stressed. Even, writing this is making me feel stressed & i feel my brain is somewhere else. No, not Disneyland. In this state of mine, for most of the time i'm frustrated, angry. Sometimes, i snap at others & i have lost some of my friends because they have taken it personally. I know, it was my mistake. But, the situation i am in, they ought to see or just listen what am i feeling.
I am not at all feeling comfortable! I wanted to write many things but i'm losing concentration in his bad feeling of mine. I hope i find peace in my head. I conclude my post here!
There are some circumstances that put us down & we feel low. Whether the reason are the people who let us down, things go wrong. We have to bring ourselves up, no questions about but it takes time, you may be smiling from outside but a pinch of sadness you have inside you. Deep down, i feel & i often wish i felt "happy" all the time, or at least more often we do . I mean, who enjoys feeling badly? I know, i know, this looks unrealistic yet we strive for it Sometimes i wonder & it must be all, who wonder is anything wrong with us? Even small amount work makes me stressed. Even, writing this is making me feel stressed & i feel my brain is somewhere else. No, not Disneyland. In this state of mine, for most of the time i'm frustrated, angry. Sometimes, i snap at others & i have lost some of my friends because they have taken it personally. I know, it was my mistake. But, the situation i am in, they ought to see or just listen what am i feeling.
I am not at all feeling comfortable! I wanted to write many things but i'm losing concentration in his bad feeling of mine. I hope i find peace in my head. I conclude my post here!
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